10.23.2011

Best day of my Summer '11


So my friend came up to me one day and said she was going to independently raise money on behalf of the WHO and UN Food Program. I figured, "awesome, I want to do everything I can to help out". This was reinforced by the simplefact that I've known my friend for almost 7 years now and she has a heart of gold. I treat her more as an older sister than anything. But when the day came, I realized I had no display-able talents; after all, all her friends were playing instruments, singing songs, breakdancing, etc. and here I stood without any skills whatsoever. Then it dawned on me, I could RUN. And so as an advertisement of charity, my friend wrote on my back a brief and straight-to-the-point message on my back and off I went...

I ran across all of downtown, winding through alleys, down major streets, running up to random people and getting them to text. Each text was $5 and I ended up by the end of it all, $1500 through texts and a finished distance of 66km.

It was an amazing day. I couldn't have asked for a better way to spend a summer day in the city of Toronto.

-ZC

10.20.2011

Philosophy on the go... (10.17.11)

I originally had planned to write on an idea that I had come across last week while working out. Unfortunately, by the time I sat down at a computer to type out my thoughts, I completely forgot what I was going to write about. It was a little disappointing only because it had hit me like an epiphany and at the time I thought it was an amazing idea.

Anyways, I decided to write on something else in the meantime, not to just fill space and time, but because I feel like if I start writing, it will get the creative juices flowing again and maybe more and new ideas will fill my mind.
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There has been one thought that I have been pondering a little bit and I had an in-depth conversation with a buddy of mine about the ethical progression of society. What I've realized today with the help of a friend today was that my style of writing and perspective have changed very subtly. It is not that I have a different stance on the matter, just a different way of expressing it. Maybe it is because as time has passed, I have grown older and so my enthusiasm has diminished.

So the original point we were discussing was whether or not a person genuinely knows who they are. We had agreed that each individual person is in constant pursuit of what they believe was the "good life". Now obviously each individual has their own idea of what the "good life" entail; which is why people pursue different things in their respective lives. How we got onto this topic was when we were discussing why we are the way we are. my buddy says that he never takes life too seriously. I rebutted that this point made no sense. I am not suggesting that when you take life seriously and that you need to approach everything sternly. What I AM suggesting is the various pursuits in life, whatever they may be, are taken seriously by that individual. Otherwise our pursuits wouldn't be meaningful if we never pursued them whole-heartedly. My buddy then disputed that you can take your pursuits seriously, but that you don't have to take life seriously. I half agree with this point. Here's why. Let's take a computer for example, you the user don't care about how the little parts in your computer work, as long as the computer as a whole works. Yet the person who is responsible for creating one specific part of that computer is very much concerned with his one part working because it contributes to the overall effectiveness of the computer as a whole. I tend to agree moreso with the second analogy. I agree only because our lives are something we work on constantly, whether to add on or refine it, we are constantly working on it. I do not take the perspective that we are handed life and are passive consumers of it. I believe that every proactive action we take in our life further refines or adds onto who we are - this may make us 'better' or 'worse' but nonetheless make us who we are.

And thus back to our original point, I believe that the moment you take something in life (whatever it may be) seriously, you have by default taken life as a whole seriously.

Somehow, we then got on to the topic or moral subjectivism and objectivism. My buddy brought up loosely the idea that if we all are committed to our own life courses, there will undoubtedly be some that choose to do evil in their life path. He posed the question, "How could that be someone's pursuit? I believe then that although life may have different meaning to different people, that I can still judge one person's pursuits more worthy than anothers...". Let's for a second, kind of dismiss the inherent albeit vague contradiction that exists there. Here I disagree with my friend at a fundamental level. I have very core libertarian values, even from an ethics standpoint. I do not presume to judge another's ethical principles in either comparison to mine or to some objective golden rule either. Every individual can claim their own ethical judgments, and although they may differ from mine, that difference alone does not warrant one to conclude one is better than the other. However, when one individual pursues their principles to the point where it infringes on another's liberties, then it becomes a problem.

With that side point taken into consideration then, the issue me and my buddy were discussing was whether or not an objective standard of morality exists. I argued that objectivity does not exist in the realm of ethics, and that what he 'thinks' is 'objectivity' is in actuality ethical intersubjectivity. The difference between the two is that moral objectivism generally posits that ethics has some set of golden principles. Many people have taken this view with varying degrees of leniency in terms of people actually adhering to those principles. Intersubjectivity on the other hand accepts that individuals have subjective moral principles. The position accepts to a certain degree moral relativism. However, the position does not follow moral relativism to the end because of the inevitable problems pure relativism encounters. Rather, intersubjectivity argues that although we all have various ethical principles, we find that there are many beliefs that overlap between most people. These overlapping principles are what we use to create social norms and enforce a form of social justice.

Now it is important to note here that this perspective echoes elements of legal naturalism (in that there are 'hidden' principles that we must find or that the 'emerge' from within) since these core principles are found inherent between most of the participants of a given group. Here though it is also important to note that although the social norms emerge from the intersubjective perspectives of most of the individuals of a given group, it does not mean that dissenting perspectives do not exist or that it cannot spread as an idea.

Now back to the point that this subtopic was suppose to address. With this perspective in mind then. The approach I took to my buddy's argument (that a person's pursuits in life can be judged from a moral standpoint to be better or worse than another) was to argue we cannot judge one better than another for our own perspective is subject to the social norms and thus layers of other people's subjective ethics. We are thus judging others to a social norm. Here I want to differentiate between objectivism and what I will call the "Intersubjective Norm". Objectivism would argue that some unchanging principles are constant and consistent throughout time and that people's relations with those principles are just a matter of how close we get to those, i.e. moral progress vs regress. My intersubjective norm however does not accept that there are some universal principles. Rather, society merely fluctuates as certain groups of ethical principles become more or less prominent in any given society. This means that when we judge an individual's action is unethical, it is relative to the group that judges him. It would be a mistake to say that their pursuits are morally right or wrong outright.

And so our conversation at this point was cut short as we had to finish up our dinner, pay the bill and head home after a long day's workout. But if you follow my thought process and head back to the original point about whether or not someone really knows who they are as a person, I would argue that an individual's life is spent pursuing the very meaning of it. If an individual does something at any one time that seems to contradict their moral principles, it does not necessarily follow (I think) that they have committed a moral wrong. Rather, I feel that they have simply evolved their ethical principles to include specific contexts and a specific situation.

Now there are HUGE ramifications of this conclusion, and I am more than willing to support that conclusion against very obvious rebuttals to it, but we'll save that for next time.

Have fun everyone.

"Every time I think, I have to rewind
With minutes and seconds, I've only got a little bit of time...
To find my mind and realize just how long I have to grind.
On my skateboard I ollie my way down the walkway
You have to at least meet my perspective halfway
With SB's on my feet,
I kickflip my ideas, Down the street
I head into a mall of ideas, thoughts and perspectives
180 and I find myself on the other side with ideas so selective
I gota grab new wheels for my board
so that I can keep my ideas rolling along the floor
I see a halfpipe
So it's time to take my ideas to the next level
Fly high into the night
Suspend my thoughts for a quick second with a handstand
come right back down to a... uh oh - faceplant.
Ow that one hurt - getting hit by an idea different from my own
From then to now, oh how I've grown
But without pain, I cannot grow wise.
With only my name, I travel in time." - ZC

10.18.2011

Philosophy on the go... (A retrospective/02.11.07)

So I am beginning a new installment in my facebook note series, and it is my Philosophy on the go segments...

I got this idea when I was on the subway one day and I was just pondering how many theories, thoughts and rants I have with myself, which are actually quite revelating and enlightening, so I decided to share with all my fellow facebookers.

So this is how it works...every once in awhile, when I am struck with a deep philosophical question or tribulation, I shall post it for all of you to read, and if you want to give me feedback, by all means. I like controversy by the way...

So I hope you guys enjoy my new segment of Philosophy on the Go...and I'll begin by writing my first segment.

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So the other day I was sitting on the subway on my way home, and I was just sitting there listening to my music because I left my english book at home that day (I am getting old, losing my memory, LOL).

As usual, I notice people, they notice me, we exchange looks, maybe even smiles and perhaps a "hello" here or there...

By halfway through, around greenwood station, I notice a man with a simple art pad with blank papers and a pencil...and basically he is sketching people as they are standing, sitting or leaving the subway. And I mean he did it fairly quickly and he wasn't half bad in his art, mind you he wasn't the next Picasso or anything, LOL.

At first I was like...whoa this is kinda weird, I mean its kinda like taking someone's picture on the subway without them knowing...creepy huh? But then I came to realize something that might sound creepy at first, but hear me out.

I actually envied him. I mean here is a guy...on the subway without a care in the world because this is his escape, this is his alone time where he can transcend reality and just do what he likes to do, just let his art be what it is.

I on the other hand found myself to be his opposite...the struggling student working part time, going to school full time, doing all my other shit...and for what? a shot at success? What have I gained so far? only stress from all the time and effort I put into all my work, and that is why I envied him.

Its strange because V-day is coming up to, and people are riding that anti-commercialism fad, even when they are complete hypocrits. I on the other hand...have come to realize, you know what? Days like valentines, or xmas, or bdays....We should cherish them as much as we can...becuz everyday we are constantly barraged with work, stress, etc...and sometimes we lose sight of why we put up with the shit we do...and its cuz "there is some good in the world, and its worth fighting for..." - SG, LOTR

I admit that at times, I totally lost sight of why I put up with all this shit...and noI'm not saying im special because i have certain shit to deal with, because life is hard on all of us. There are those worse off than me, there are those better off than me. But even so, with all this hate and tragedy in this world, it would seem that being a good guy is hard...but still....this world needs good guys...

Philosophy on the go... (A retrospective/02.18.07)

Hey guys n gals, its me again, with my second installment to my "Philosophy on the go...". Since I got some positive feedback from the first one, I decided to post another one sooner rather than later.

So here it is, Philosophy on the go for Feb. 18...

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As many of you reminisce about what you did on V-day for your loved ones, or just what you did alone, you may have come across this new fad...

And guess what it is? People complaining that V-day has become too commercialized, and therefore do not buy any gifts or treat their loved ones to dinner or some other event to celebrate two people have with one another.

Here is what I have to say to those fad followers...You people are fucking morons. V-day has been commercialized? No shit Sherlock, but then again...we live in a commercialized consumer society...so er, how is V-day different then any other day?? Its not. So here's the point, those who complain that holidays are too commercialized or are driven by consumerism are complete hypocrites.

We as a race consume mass amounts of resources on a daily basis, whether it be clothes, toys, food etc. To focus on a day that is meant to celebrate love is basically an excuse for the poser revolutionary to cry out "OMG, look at what is wrong with everything!!"

Like I say to everyone else, I am not the next great revolutionary, hell, the paradox of being a revolutionary is that in order to overthrow the society you live in, you must first abide by the rules...its a predicament I find myself in, and hard to get out.

But the thing is, that people these days like any other day, enjoy posing or paying lip service to trends and fads...What do I mean? Look at Environmentalists...I am a die hard environmentalist at heart, but it pains me to see all these people, and you will probably see these people too who simply quote a fact (That is most likely inaccurate) and then conclude by saying "We should be doing something" or "The first step is raising awareness"...

LOL, whats so funny about those people is that they never really elaborate on what this "something" is, nor do they in their regular lives apply what they write on paper.

Sure, many of you are saying "But Zack, I try hard to recycle, and I throw my trash in the garbage all the time, and save energy etc etc."...

Here's the thing though, these people live in complete contradiction. They say that we need to stop pollution and global warming etc, doing these "superficial" things. This is because nobody bothers to actually research or is passionate enough to actually work towards preventing the destruction of our earth.

What contradictions you may ask? Hmmm I wish I could list them all, but its the middle of the night, I had a long day at work, and my mind is running in circles full of questions and emotions...So maybe another time.

But now, we must draw in concept of "Fad-riding" back to V-day. When people try to give me that bullshit lecture that V-day is commercialized I just let them know that because we live in a capitalist society, it is unavoidable. I mean, you're telling me that people who want to make money wont try to exploit a holiday? Obviously they are. The world revolves around exploitation and manipulation because we are driven by a capitalist world. Hell Even China's Communist party is now in support of a free market, and has further implications of becoming more and more Americanized... It makes me sick.

And its sad to say, but in our world, there is much more evil than there is good...there is no such thing as equal, we are all of us, deceived to believe otherwise...

And it is because there is so much evil in the world hat we need to celebrate V-day, to take a day out of your hectic year to satisfy the Western Capitalist demand of your labor, in order to remind yourself why you keep going, why life is worth living. To allow you and your other to just take that day and embrace each other in unconditional love. And this is what is key to end all suffering in the world, and to end evil...Unconditional Love. So next year's V-day, take the time out of your hectic schedule, you don't have to buy a fancy shmancy gift, just a dinner and some kind of thoughtful event or gift.

It's weird, because as I write this, I begin to question the existence of this concept that we call Love. But I guess that will be for another time...

There is such thing as love, the problem is that we just may never find it...

10.12.2011

Philosophy on the go... (A retrospective/07.08.07)

Well boys and girls of all ages, it has been a long time since I have typed up a segment on my "philosophy on the go...". So I have decided to make this a 2-part segment just to make it up to all my loyal readers. The first will focus more on life, death, etc. The second? Frustration...endless frustration with the world, with people, and most importantly...with me. Well, lets get this baby started...

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So just a few hours ago I was watching "Armageddon" starring Bruce Willis, and for those of you who have not already seen it on the many times it has been aired...

This is the jist of the movie...there is a giant meteor headed for earth, only way to save the entire world is to blow it up from the inside of it, so the crew heads up there, lots of people die...and chaos ensues. Near the end, they realize that the bomb is damaged and one person has to stay back to detonate it manually...so they draw straws. Bruce Willis' character whole-heartedly sacrifices himself.

Now I kept thinking to myself...what would I do in that situation? Could I REALLY sacrifice myself for another? The answer for most of you is probably "yes"...I mean for a loved one, for the world even. But to me the greatest wonder is what would be going through your mind while you consciously and knowingly face your demise? What would you say? And I think that these final moments really define our kind of character and who we really are.

If I were to knowingly face my own demise, it would be simple for me. I would face death head on...and say, "Bring it on Motherrrfucker!" And go out defiantly. But if it was an altruistic type of death, then I would probably go out with a more peaceful way...kind of like closing my eyes until the last second and then *poof.

But I mean this all of course ties in with your personal beliefs about death and if you really believe in life after death. Me? I believe that there really is nothing after death...when we die...nothing happens, we just die. It's as simple as that, and at this stage in my life, and I believe a lot of other people as well...have already come to grips with their own death. And if not, then I suggest you keep pursuing your interpretation of life and the meanings tied in with it. I mean, I can honestly say that I am not afraid of death, even though there is a lot of things I have yet to do, and people I have yet to meet...I can honestly say that if I were to die tomorrow, I would be content with my life...although I know that I would leave some people with something less than happiness, I feel that if I were to go out in an altruistic fashion...I would die a happy man.

Yet on the flipside, if the world were to end tomorrow. Say...24 hours. What would you do? "Spend time with your loved ones" is what most of you would probably say. But what for those you could not get to in time? Say for example, someone who lived on the other side of the world, who was dear to you? would a phone call suffice? Or would it be a sad reality that not all those you have loved could be with you in your and their last moments on earth?

"Those who knowingly and willingly face their deaths...now aren't those the ones you want to keep alive?..." - Anonymous

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And for my second part, I would like to talk about frustration. It is a common if a tad unpleasant emotions that humans submit to more so in their youths rather than their elderly age. Recently I have had a string of frustrating moments...with the world, with humanity, with myself...and sometimes for no apparent reason at all. Yet each time I was enticed by that dark voice to give into my frustration, I realized that it was useful. Being frustrated, like everything else you do, truly reflects what kind of person you really are.

For me, the story goes a little something like this...

Work was brutal, close to a 13-day back-to-back shifts with a few 9.5 hr shifts among those 13 days. And for those who don't know, I work at Koya and deal with all types of people of different shapes, sizes, beliefs and attitudes. And I can honestly say that humanity disgusts me. Life is too long. And people really are stupider than they seem.

I remember during my shift on Thursday, I dealt with a (politely put) "troublesome" customer...and I walked off right after I served her, and one of my co-workers pulled me aside and said, "Hey, don't worry about it, it's just work, don't take it too personal..." And I pondered to myself what he said, and to me it made sense, but at the same time it didn't...

On the one hand, there are of course people that you will dislike for particular reasons, but you still need to work or communicate with them. Especially during work, there will always be unhappy moments and unfriendly customers. And because of this, work should strictly remain a professional thing.

But think about it...How am I? A creature subject to emotion, suppose to simply ignore and brush off something like that? to be proffesional...in a sense, is to be robotic...to be simply a machine part of a manufacturing line...and is that what I am? Of course not. Everything I do, I do with everything I've got...that's simply just the person I am, I give it my all, and in order to give it my all, I have to use everything I've got...and surprise surprise...emotion is one of them.

This all of course ties in with the idea of perfect rationality and ignorance. I mean, when I get frustrated with people, it is because I perceive them as being rude, as being troublesome towards me. But like all humans, I am my own perspective and as such...Me being in a state of frustration due to another individual is just a sign of my ignorance. If I am to get mad at another, I have unwillingly submit myself to quasi-rationality...which is (to me) a bad thing. People should always strive for Ideal rationality...but this in itself is impossible to attain, for if we were to obtain omniscience...we would cease to be human...and I don't know about you, but I like being me.

Humanity...no matter what your professors say, humanity needs strife, suffering, pain, frustration, anger. It serves a purpose. Utopia is a word full of contradictions and paradoxes. With all good there is bad, Ying with Yang, Man and Woman, Life and Death. Frustration exists to balance our more positive emotions, lest we be overwhelmed in an ecstatic orgiastic state.

So frustation...how do I deal with it? I walk home after work in the dark...go to a nearby park, and curse at the sky. Curse with exhaustion...Curse with everything I've got...Curse like the universe gives a shit.

Thanks for reading, appreciate it. Stay tuned for the next segment.

- Zacchaeus Chan

Philosophy on the go... (A retrospective/07.25.07)

Let's get one thing straight right off the bat. I am fucking pissed beyond the description of words. Language is bound by its inferiority as a tool due to the inferiority of its creators.

So let's get this started shall we?

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So. To begin. Life is basically the cruelest most ironic joke that plays itself out. It teases you, beckons you to cling onto it without the realization that it grants nothing more than the very simple survival of the species. We think that we are special, that we are unique. Yet we as individuals are not unique. What I do now, what you do now, what I do 5 days from now, has no impact on the universe. We are inferior beings who think we are superior. And here lies our insecurity, our search for some kind of meaning...That is why people believe that life is worth living, to search for meaning to our superiority.

But perhaps, we need to re-evaluate the situation. If we reduced ourselves to nothing more than say a monkey, we would no longer need to search for this "meaning" that we all look for through various forms, such as religion. When people tell you to distinguish a need from a want, there is in actuality no such thing as a need. It all boils down to wants. You want to live. You do not NEED to live. Your measly life is but a mere speck of dust in comparison to the entirety of the universe.

...So do not think too highly of yourself.

Everything we do, for all our claims to justice, freedom, morality...these are nothing more than words used to confuse people into believing they are able of such things, when really they are not. Come on, you're not a perfectly rational creature, so how can you uphold justice? How can you know what is right, or what is wrong? The answer? You can't. My friend once argued that beliefs do not exist in the way we believe they exist, and I find that he is more convincing with each passing day. We believe we have these miraculous things called the mind, which are able to do amazing things, and create things such as beliefs. But really...beliefs are just a formulation of ideas to help people deal with the world, with their environment. A person is nothing without their beliefs. And as such, people are unwilling to admit that beliefs are nothing more than the brain's inferiority trying to adapt to its environment...to try to keep the system sane and functioning.

It's sad really...for all that we have done throughout human history...all that we have been able to accomplish is to learn how to kill each other more efficiently...no achievements in the search for a utopia...But then again, a utopia is a paradox in itself...let me explain.

Many would agree that the ideal society would be one of a safe haven, with peace, and equality for all. No conflict, no discontent...kind of like a heaven on earth. But it's impossible.

The only way for people to achieve a utopian society, is if we lived under a dictatorship and enforced as a police state. Think about the conflict we have. Race, Sex, Gender, Culture....these differences will NEVER be resolved, no matter how optimistic we are. Sure there are examples of groups that co-exist outside these categories, but it is impossible to fully escape these categories and differences. And here's why...

With evolution, the human brain has learned using a process of categorization, I do not claim to know how it works, or how it began, all that I know is that the brain works so that it is able to find relatively similar things, group those things, and categorize them...this characteristic is a learning mechanism that is innate in all of us. There is no escaping nature's design.

Thus, categorization, stereotypes, etc. must exist, and if that is the case, there will never be peace and equality. The differences will always exist, and all it takes is for one person to see that difference and begin spreading hate, because an ideal utopian society would have free speech...so alas we come to the conclusion that humanity is doomed due to nature's design and evolution. If a police state were to establish itself in the world. Peace and tyranny would reign supreme. We as inferior creatures cannot design a perfect self-governing system, that is an unrealistic expectation...we cannot expect imperfect beings to perfectly rule themselves in flawless manner...it is simply impossible.

So with all our problems, overpopulatioin, animal cruelty, war, youth crime, poor political infrastructure, corruption, greed, injustice, and billion more issues...which ones are most dire? Most important? I cannot say. I remember my brother told me a quote, and it went something like this...

...Humanity's fall began the moment one man learned that he could attain power over another...

...and that was a long time ago...

Humanity. It's doomed. You are inferior. Life is meaningless. Have a nice day.

Zacchaeus Chan

Philosophy on the go... (A retrospective/04.26.08)

Hey everyone, it is me again lol, the one and only. I know I haven't really written anything in awhile, and that can be a good thing or a bad thing depending on who you are and how you are related to me, but the bottom line is that I have been bogged down in work and exams. So as I sit here, and watch the news and ponder about the things that have happened to me the past few days, I began reflecting, and these are the words of my thoughts.

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For this note, it's not going to be the typical me ranting about the demise of the human species or me making fun of you or even an enlightening piece whereby I express how we can become better people, but rather its just an observation that I have made over the past years and have only begun to be able to formulate into words recently. The observation is less an observation than it is a criticism of the human species as it currently is. What I want to address tonight, and what I have pondered upon lately is this whole thing of contradiction and paradox.

When I speak of contradiction, I am not speaking of people changing their minds over time, for this is not really a contradiction, it is merely an evolution of a personal philosophy or belief, and thus it is not by definition a contradiction. What I mean by contradiction is when a person prescribes a certain theory or belief, yet acts or argues the exact opposite in the immediate preceding moment. Now I am certain that many of you agree with my proposition and deem this note as useless because you assume axiomatically that these contradictions within society are simply true. But for me, that wont be enough, and for the sake of intrigue, I wanted to find out why, and the reason behind this.

There can be many approaches to many contradictions within society, you can look at it from a purely economic, or a socio-economic, a political, or other view, but I will focus on very general ideologies that the society at large accept. The first example is this whole environmentalist movement, or the "green movement" as many like to coin the phrase. The jist of this movement is that global warming is bad, and we need to save the environment, preserve biodiversity, and save animals from extinction. Now most certainly you would take this to be a virtuous and noble cause. When you speak to people around the streets or even looking at political leaders, they will play this "green card" to get voters' attention, by using words like "recycling", "energy management", "Carbon emissions", "clean water", etc. People nearly everywhere agree that the world is facing a global crisis of environmental degradation. Yet what is our answer to this problem? Worldwide concerts to raise awareness, political leaders paying lip service, and a Kyoto accord that makes pinky promises seem like an unbreakable blood bond.

Now, people tell me all the time, but Zack, these things are not meant to save the world right then and there, they are meant to raise awareness and spread knowledge. Well you know what? Awareness doesn't take much. I could hold a speaker phone and shout really loud a sentence like "Baby walruses fly across the canyons of Mars"... guess what? You are now aware that I am a nutcase. My point is that we as a global community is beyond the point of raising awareness, we are quite aware of what is going on around us, if not through propagating television or the internet. It is time for action, time for movement, and time to stop BULLSHITTING.

You know how people bullshit all the time? You ask them, "What should we do about the environment?" they say "Protect it". You then ask them, "How are the gas prices?", they say "Too high". Implicitly, they have just contradicted themselves. We should save the environment.... but after I feed my car, I eat that nice sirloin steak, and then use an air conditioner to cool me off in an office that is part of an urban sprawl that disrupts rainfall, wind movement and produces massive waste.

Now I know I am being a bit harsh, saying that people can't be held responsible for every possible indirect effect on the environment that our actions have. But isn't that EXACTLY what is wrong with us? It is because we act and behave and isolate ourselves into little pieces so that nobody ever knows what the complete picture is, where everybody says, "I didn't know that that was what is going to be used for... I was just doing my job". So, we act like we are in our own little vacuums, but admitting at the same time that our actions have a butterfly effect on the things around us. It is this mentality, this contradicting ideology that is so dangerous, the fact that we knowingly act destructively yet tell others that we should do our best to be virtuous.

Ok, so let's say I am wrong, let's say that for all that I have said, it is bullshit and indeed that you should now believe a word I have said, for you sincerely believe that it is our duty to save the planet, or our duty to save the animals, or our duty to praise God and banish all gays and lesbians. Ok, let's say that I am wrong, and that since people are always being born or that there are ignorant people, that we need to constantly raise awareness... then what is left for you? What is left is this: inaction. If you're going to always need to tell new generations this and that so that they have all the information they have to act, there will never be any action at all (Refer to my Theory and Action quote on my page). I ask you then, why do you want to save the planet? To leave a better world for your kids? To simply protect the world? To live a better life? Well I'm sorry to break up your utopian dreams, but for those that have actually done the time to research and understand even the surface of the real issues, one of the biggest problems is because of our exponential population growth, not only in the third world, but also in the developed world. The problem, some argue is consumption. For example, some argue, that it is because people in the West consume more resources than third world countries, and that is why the world is degrading. Sure, that could be true, but what do you propose? That those people reduce their quality of life to increase others, are you telling them to subscribe to a utilitarian type of philosophy? Because keep in mind, for all the subtleties of the developed world, they are far from being ideal, places such as ghettos, poverty stricken cities, the homeless, the hungry are rampant in developed countries. To tell them that they should reduce their quality of living to help someone else in, say Mongolia will never be taken as a serious comment unless this is imposed upon them. And this brings me to my overall point, if environmentalists are to succeed, it must be done with force, and imposed forcefully upon the entire world, otherwise, free will will always override environmentalism.

It is because we have free will, that we contradict ourselves, it is because we have all these options open to us, that we are so capable and powerful, that we do not know what to do. We are far from omnipotent, far from almighty, but this is only so because we cannot even begin to comprehend the powers of the choices that we make. The implications that we make, the effects of our actions. We as a species are destroying the planet, knowingly and willingly. To paraphrase Smith from "The Matrix", we are a virus, our behaviours mimic those of infectious organisms and parasites. But we don't want to see ourselves like that, because we are too full of ourselves.

So what does the future hold for us then if all this pessimism is in me? The answer is simple, I don't need an answer. I am content with the chaos and contradictions that exist within us, that exist among our relationships and with each other. To say that I want a natural disaster to destroy half the human population is a bit extreme, because the repercussions would be enormous, we don't need a revolution, because history tells us that that would only result in tyranny. So what is to happen next? I have no answer for you, and it's that simple, some of you may find that unsatisfactory or even a bit stupid... but it is the most honest answer that I can give you. And if I have learned anything from the time I have spent on this place we call Earth is that to be honest with yourself and others is what is most ideal, although the results are not always ideal, it is nonetheless necessary.

Now what do I think if the world does end, if the environmentalists are right and we are headed down a path of destruction? My answer is, so what? What is so bad about dying? What is so bad about us destroying ourselves due to our inadequacy? Is that not realistic? Is that not evolution at work? Why cling to life relentlessly? This too relates to one of my quotes on my information section referring to wants vs. needs. There are no needs in life, you do not NEED to live, you merely WANT to live. Remove this want, and your life becomes that much more simpler. Live without wants, and you will live without regrets, and a life without regrets is a content life.


Be honest, be content.

- Zacchaeus Chan